Him - Jan 5th 2010

Sleepless

Thoughts of you,

Sleepless

Cursed is my heart, how it leans to you

Tempting,

A wish that can never be fullfilled

You will never be mine

Never a hand to hold

Never a kiss to unite

But breathe on my breathe,

Groan against my moans,

She shall be yours,

Imprisoning you

Keeping, shielding, denying me of you

Your taste is cursed

Sweet but too strong

The impulse

The need

But i shall never be yours,

You love her

But i love you

I bow to you

I need your praise, your brooding love, love that shall never be mine, but love that belongs to another

Dirty i feel, every touch of your fingers

It's wrong

But i need you,

You shall only ever want me,

A pool of tears inside my head,

Can never let you see

Or you will see me as nothing

Nothing but a broken toy, for your pleasure