Solitary Sadness

Solitary Sadness


Yet another day break
And once again my heart is broken
Was all that love fake
And all the promises spoken

Us breaking up every week
That is breaking me too
They say earth will belong to the meek
But I thought it would belong to me and you

I hate the way i'm feeling
I really feel astray
You cut me down when I'm kneeling
And then you walk away

My heart is cut open and bleed
Dripping of my blood
In this, my hour of need
It's turning into a flood

With you gone, who's going to save me
I wish someone could please tell
Or was it that I never was meant to be
Since what was heaven, turns into hell

A lifetime filled with longing and madness
Is that what is waiting for me
To spend each day in sadness
Wishing for what wasn't allowed to be

Mattias Ã…kerlund, March 18th 2008